urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:treeshy treeshy treeshy 2009-05-05T14:32:09Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:treeshy:31943 2009-05-05T14:32:09Z 2009-05-05T14:32:09Z After countless battles I know I have lost the war, <br />I have lost you to yourself and the smell of alcohol.<br />You don't even show me to the loser’s door.<br /><br />You drink so much and you let booze take the floor.<br />Yet we try for focus and clarity sobriety brings, but<br />After countless battles I know I have lost the war. <br /><br />Poor me, got taken down like opponents of Villasenor’s, <br />Trying to keep you afloat I ended up tripping, yet<br />you don't even show me to the loser’s door.<br /><br />Hard and fast is this incomplete life you think bore, <br />And I’m suckered into your extremities and hidden sides, but<br />after countless battles I know I have lost the war.<br /><br />I resign because I don’t know what you’re fighting for, <br />I’m lost and not even in the same camp anymore, and<br />You don't even show me to the loser’s door.<br /><br />There is something rotten in the state we are in, <br />In this completely fucked up razzle-dazzle, and<br />After countless battles I know I have lost the war, <br />you don't even show me to the loser’s door.<br /><br /><br />COPYRIGHT T.A.L 2008 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:treeshy:30102 2008-09-29T16:40:41Z 2008-09-29T16:40:41Z I am aching for it. <br />Push, push, push.<br />Push you over the line.<br />Goodbye tolerance <br />hello anger.<br /><br />Don't ask me why,<br />I will do the asking.<br />Push push push,<br />I will push us<br />till we all die<br /><br />over the edge<br /><br />of this line you<br />made and thought was<br />visible only to you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:treeshy:29782 2008-09-09T17:17:14Z 2008-09-09T17:17:14Z I have kept this journal for three years. I read through my old work, and I think I have regressed instead of surpassed.